Sometimes I ask myself what to share here on Instagram. And sometimes nothing comes. This NO-thingness of mine I want to share with you today: I feel like ‚the dramatic times of my life’ are just over and there’s more of a steady emotional line occurring in my life since a few years. Even when I’m sad, when l feel broken hearted, when I am angry or when I feel insecure…. All the waves seam to happen on the surface of the water, and through it all, there is a continues sense of contentment in me which is not influenced by the everchanging waves of life. A contentment and equanimity which is independent of the ups and downs of life’s river passing by. And today when I asked myself: what is most authentic to share right now ? It’s this: the neutral state I am in. Which I have to say still feels new to me, after having lived through a lot of drama. This state right now it feels unspectacular and even boring. Its more of a BEING – state than a defined or opinionated state. It’s more of a NO-thing state. It feel like the space in-be-tween things. I also feel insecure in it but I choose to embrace it. I read about this state as the meditative state, well I guess that’s it ?! It feels beyond identification and beyond my opinions and labels of good or bad. I just am. And that’s it. Just this. And I think this state is so unfamiliar to us as a society cause we are so used to find ourselves in a defined and certain state. I think we are not used to being neutral about things because we’ve been told that we have to feel good or bad￼￼￼ need to like something or not like it. But what if we don’t need to be defined ? What if we don’t need to have a specific emotional state ? What if we can just stay right here and now in this neutral state ? Well I guess I am continuing to hang out here for a little longer in this Limbo 😏 Having NO-thing at all to tell you. Do you get me ? You know this feeling ?